What should I do
What should i do.
Im a skinny person living in fat body. Ive never been skinny my whole life. I tried exercising, dieting, even starving myself and becoming a bulimic. And everyday im gaining weight, my clothes don’t fit me. I cant even buy new clothes because those freakin’ store dont have sizes for fat bitches that is me.
Ive been exercising and dieting during Sept-Oct 2005 and I think it paid off. I lose a little weight and some of my somewhat skinny-clothes fits me. But all of a sudden, my urge in having a lean and defined body came into a screeching halt when my mom was rushed to the hospital and for 3 days, I stop exercising becAUSE ME AND MY AUNT have to sleep in the hospital to watch little-miss-missy. After that my focus is gone.
Ive tried it again (exercising, dieting, being a bulimic) for a week, and no, i stopped. I just love to eat. I Love food. How can I starve myself when there’s always food around.
I think I need motivation and self discipline, this is the key to my dream. If this never happen, i should eat myself till i can’t eat no more.
